New Moon + Retrograde August to September 2016
You will keep entering the phase of letting go of that which no longer serves you, again and again, this is the path of choosing love. Love will become the one direction for the many who choose to do so, but the next step is figuring out the means to materially achieve those things that you’re still dreaming about. The hardest part of the path of Love is knowing how to reconcile your past failures with your future, given that there are still more initiations you have yet to go through. Be here in the visions of your future, see the visions of your future as if they've already happened now, and be in the understanding that things take the time to pass through. It is only a mental struggle, rather than a true struggle. The mental struggles are based on trying to think too hard about the “how’s” of manifestation, imagining all of the possibilities you can think of, of “how” something could or should happen, but when you can let go of the mental conceptions and expectations, you allow the soul to be your primary guidance and that will take you exactly where you need to go. There are so many layers that you don’t quite yet understand to manifestation, but there is also time in order to do that, time which allows you to feel ready. It is not only about keeping faith, but it is also about allowing yourselves to feel the blessings already existing so that the Whole of your visions can come forth. In time you will recognise that you have the full power in order to do so.
You wish to release much of what has been holding you back, there is not much left, to be honest, with many of you. However, there is still a pressure that you’re feeling to take on too much at once in order to get "there," whatever "there" may be for you. It's the feeling that there isn't enough time to do all of it, to do any of it, but you need to heal here and now in order to get through. The pressure wants to grow yet you also know that you can't quicken the pace of healing, you have to sit here, sit still because that is the only way to find the truth. The abundance will flow, the connectivity will grow, but there has to be enough of a foundation in order for you to achieve your goals. It isn't enough to just dream about them anymore, you have to take action, but now the question is about taking the right action instead of acting upon everything as if walking blindly through a fog.
There's a lot of flowing through here, there's nothing missing here, Love will have its place in every corner of the truth, in every corner of your being, but at times it can be taken for granted. You don’t allow it to heal and do its job because you want to know the truth right away, but this just creates blocks to the flow. There's an impatience growing near you, impatience about who you are becoming, where you are going now, what is the truth, how do you find the light etc., all of these questions swirling in your minds and never stopping. It is enough to just be here where the Love is, it is enough to grow the Love first because in that way you will know what to do exactly when your time comes, you will know what to do, here and now, forever even, you will always know when you have Love. Allow yourselves to go through the phases, step outside of time, and feel free for a moment, letting go of the “when” will also bring relief. Staying here will bring the future into the present in such a way that you can be in recognition that you have everything that you desire right now. Cool the fire of the passion and impatience a little bit, bring healing to the connectivity, because you need to feel free within yourself in order to do those things that you want to do.
As you are bringing yourself into alignment, you are aligning all of your chakras and all of your abilities through the healing of yourself. Each chakra represents a different moment in your life where you need to learn the ways of what that teaches, each are an initiation period for you to harness and gain Mastery over, because you need to know the truth of your being. You have been witnessing your own unfolding but the present conundrum is unifying yourself with your higher self, unifying your truth and your lower truth, and the witnessing of what it is that you need to do in order to heal. Grief wants to stay with you, but you have to let that go, you can't keep going back. As you continue on this path, because of the many lives and experiences you've had, you have the ability to “recall” negative experiences at any time (recalling is meant to describe a situation where you’ve already surpassed that initiatory phase but the ego may still want to hold on), which also means you have the ability to control whether or not you choose to engage with them, and how quickly you can shift into a higher presence by coming back in touch with the higher self. If you haven’t already, you will come to a place where you will will learn to differentiate when an emotion or experience is being recalled versus when there is another layer that needs to be removed from your energy field that you may need further help with. It is not something that can be differentiated right now if you're still going through the trenches, it's something that can only be felt once you are on the other end, then you will know the difference. So that will be the continuous practice, to come back to that again and again, and over time you exercise the muscle of knowing what that feeling is.
You are also learning to battle the emotions through harnessing the Will. There is a place for the Will, there is a place for the high attributes of the Masculine, there is a place for your passion and the Will to help you get through to the other side, but now instead of you letting it control you, you're able to harness the Will for your own benefit. Hear your truth, let your higher self speak, follow your needs and your guidance, and use discernment.
You are also meant to love yourself and heal your wounds first before healing anyone else’s. Too many of you are trying to find the ways to walk this path and heal others before healing yourself. When you find the truth about who you are, you can become a light for other people. This is the way to go, otherwise you will be creating more of the darkness. You won't be elevating, you'll be delaying your own process. You need to let go and find the truth first, ask what does the truth mean to you, and who are you connecting with. You are your own Higher Power. Forgive what you thought you could be, because who you are now is even better and greater than what you thought, loving who you are now will bring you to ecstasy and greater strides further than you thought you believed in.